AHHHHHHHHHH

Ok, so i know its been time, but i really do have something to write about now!
Its not depressive, and i feel amazing right now!

Just when you think things are slipping away, a lifeline somehow appears to save you from drowning in yourself.
I love it when this happens, it never normally does to me.
I get to the point where i think ive fucked everything up, and my thoughts are revived from their rotting ashes.

Today i had my first driving lesson, i didnt stall once, i went on forest roads, through three villages and across two busy roundabouts. It was AWESOME. I felt so comfortable! The best thing about it was at the end, my instructor told me she was really impressed, and that i was quite a natural, and that i dealt with some of the situations really well.
This made me really excited, as i was so nervous at the start. She just dropped me right in to the thick of it..

Now, i feel even better, i thought id fucked up my A levels, i thought id ruined my education.
I sent a few emails, and tried to sort things out, and it all has!
Ive been given a second chance to retake psychology from AS, ive been accepted for art AS and i can continue my philosophy as i passed it!!!!
Im SO happy, i dont know where its come from.

Its amazing. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. :')
Peace out motherbitchessssss
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