Right.

I was about to write a blog saying about what a good mood i was in, and how small gestures, and nice comments really make a difference to how you feel, and seem to accomplish the efforts you make.
However, i just got an email telling me i didnt get a job i really wouldve liked. Which means im still stuck in my shitty place of work. Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. Fuck it.


I heard an amazing quote today in philosophy, from the Meditations of Descartes.
"I shall apply myself seriously and freely to the general destruction of all my former opinions."
I think i might do this, erase all i have developed in the way of opinions, ignore all i once based my ideas on of people, and start again.
Maybe its time to start taking chances and putting myself out there?
I say this, and im pretty sure i have done before, but i never actually do it.. Im too scared of losing things, and i dont mean that in a materialistic sense, but i guess you can assume what i mean.
Meh, i dont know what to go on about now, but i guess im just pondering.
I really am going to try and follow that idea though, ive realised over the past year, that stereotypes i used to make are irrational, and some of the people i wouldve used to stereotype are infact some of the better in my life now.
That is a fact my readers (haha, that sounds so formal)
Anyway, im determined not to let the mood drop, ive been in a relatively good mood, and it would be silly to let it fall.
Lads round for the football later, few beers, should be an alright night.
Bye for now.
x