New Phase

So its over, much to my disappointment. I didnt want it to end but i guess sometimes you cant help it?
What could i do other than tell her i didnt feel the same?
It would be unfair to drag it out..
I guess i feel bad about the way it happened, and she didnt help, but this is the start of another era in my life.
Im back to the stage where i just want to chill out, think about myself and have some fun.
I dont want anything serious, but i dont want to be cut off from all female contact.. :/
Im not sure where im at now to be honest, i fancy a fling, but i dont want to lead anyone on.. Aha, that sounds bad.

Anyhoo, on to a lighter mood.
Im pretty tired, but i dont mind, i had a relatively good day today, apart from pulling a tendon in my armpit :L
I dont even know how i managed it.. But its pretty painful.
And then i got a backrub on the way home from fiona which was pretty lush.
Last night was quite good too, chatted to a friend i lost contact with for a while, it was a weird conversation though, too many misthought ideas, that came off wrong :L
Hopefully in a week or so the guilt will disappear and i can really enjoy myself.
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