Its just struck me, the reason im so scared of relationships is because i dont like hurting the other person with the break up, and i dont like getting attached to people and losing them.
Its stupid i know, but it just feels awful when it happens.
Not for a long time (:
I like to be free, that way if i get hurt by something i can hide it, and lock it away.
My mind really is stupidly complex, my introspective (new word of the vocabulary..) thoughts just seem to contradict each other to the extent it drives me insane over stupid things.
If i like someone i never know what to do with myself, whether to go for it, or back down.
I like hitting on random people because its 50/50 and im not attached. Simple.
I had my first exam today, and as of tomorrow im revising like a demon.
I havent got much more to say, so bye for now, its bed time.
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