Ok, so its been a fucking year since i did my blog, or at least it feels like one.
Ive been meaning to write on here, but i guess i havent really found the time.
Skiing was amazing, i had possibly one of the best times of my life, just being out in a different place with friends, enjoying life to the full and absorbing some amazing weather.
I guess over the past few weeks ive had a pretty variant bunch of thoughts. The weekend just gone was fucking awful, i had one of those massive depressive states come out of nowhere, where everything i didnt want to see upset me, everything i didnt want to happen happened, and my mind was all over the place.
Problem being, when i get in that state i try to avoid people, i find i only ruin their days too. :/
After being dragged out, and having a really awkward night, i got home, slept and thought i was feeling fine the next day. Funny that, because it came back and bit me in the ass.
I had work, and at the end of my shift was bored for ten minutes, so went on facebook. Then i saw something i didnt want to, which provoked loads of other thoughts i try to leave unturned, and i felt completely shit all over again. It was awful.
Anyhoo, it all got sorted out eventually, and in the evening i ended up having a proper nice chat with someone i havent spoken to in a while. It was good, and topped the day off on a good'un for me (:
Today was much better, i got the summery clothes out, absorbed the sun and packed a massive sesh in the gym at the end of the day. Im feeling pretty good this evening. I had a massive dinner too :D
I apologise for the dryness of this blog, there hasnt really been much of interest in it.. I guess i just pretty much accounted my life since my last post :/
I shall try and write something of significance when it takes me, considering i started this off with the intention of updating it loads. (:
Well anyway, thanks for reading, should anyone actually be, and not have fallen asleep by this point :P
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