Its Been A Whileiooh..

This blog has been a pretty desolate place lately. I did intend to get a rolling hay bail picture like the old western films, but i couldnt find one.. So i settled with this. (:

I guess i havent really made time for this, but i do enjoy getting my thoughts down every now and then before the fade out and become nothing more than the desolation of this picture, an empty and unknown state..

Skiing is in about two weeks, and i am FUCKING excited. Like, unbelievably. Ive spent some of the past week downloading a hell of a lot of music, i went from 400 on my old ipod to over 1000 on my brothers that im borrowing, all in two days. Its quality.

When 'getting down' to things, i think weve been sussed a few too many times for my liking lately, it doesnt bother me too much, but when seems feel awkward with the parents after im always really conscious, today was blatant as you like, and it made it a tense kind of atmosphere in the car. But to be honest, it was worth it.

I met the strangest man on the train this morning, basically, the only way to describe him is a druggy. But, possibly one of the soundest men ive ever met as a stranger..

It all happened when i sat down, and he sat on the tabled section where i was too. This guy is currently suffering from insomnia, he has tried every drug you can think of, shrooms, heroin, crystal meth, crack, pot, ecstasy. You name it, hes done it.. He got left by his wife when she was pregnant, which sent him off the loop, and he was in and out of a mental institute for 6 years. Got addicted to prescription drugs by the doctors to get him off meth, then crack, and now hes finally clean other than a bit of pot now and then, or a couple of pills. He was a huge danny dyer fan, and in the nicest way possible wasnt all there.

But he was a complete legend, we had a massive conversation, and its fulfilled me, ive got another bit of drive to do what i want in life, i know where i want to be, and meeting someone like that has helped them a bit. It sounds stupid but this guy made a mark on my mind.

He also said about the long term affects of drugs. All in all it was a really interesting conversation, and i enjoyed it. I can honestly say i enjoyed it.

Oh, and he gave me an umbrella..? :/

Hahaha, what a dude (:

Im also really happy at the moment, ive got all i need in life, and i love it.

Peace out bravaaa (:

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