Monday

Mega rant like.

Ok, so as if this morning wasnt fucking shit enough. I went to sleep late last night, and this morning i woke up absolutely shitting freezing. I got up, and closed my window, because i was literally smugging peanuts. It was that cold in my room.
When i crawled back in to bed i was bored, and for some reason REALLY awake, considering this was about 5 in the morning, and on weekends i dont emerge from my room until 11ish..
So im lying there, like what the fuck. I guess i had a lot on my mind, but i wasnt thinking about anything in particular. I whacked on some music from my speakers, and was listening to that, and then i started to feel proper tired again. Bearing in mind by this time it was about 7, and i didnt have to be up until 8 ish.
Once i fell asleep it was about half 7, woke up because of my alarm at 8.15 and cant seem to get up, im proper knackered. Then my hair wont go right (its such a girly thing to say, but it never does the same thing two fucking days). I end up rushing out the door, feeling sick because im that hungry, with one bit of toast.
Im shitting it because ive done like NO work for sport. The only thing that brightened my day at college was being complimented on how i looked (i think theyre blind) and having some good conversation.
I got home and went to finish off my work, then find out its meant to be typed. So if spent god knows how long, like 6-7 hours writing when i didnt fucking need to, to find out it has to be typed and out teacher 'assumed' we would.
WELL IF WEVE GOT TO TYPE IT WHY PRINT OFF THE BOOKLETS YOU FUCKING GOOGLY EYED CUNT?!
God sake, so ive been hammering at my keys, frantically trying to finish this over-ambiguous piece of coursework, and failing at doing so because i really can not be arsed.
Ive given up now, but il finish it tomorrow, and take my laptop in to college. I cant believe theyre such fucking idiots. Its really pissed me off, as im writing this i can feel my shoulders clench really tightly and cramp because its stressed me out. I got a high stress level on some stupid sheet we did in tutor today aswell. We have to look at it next time or something, but i left anyway, its a stupid waste of time.
So now im sat here, with my blanket, cos its lush (Y), and i have so much to write about how my life is working and i can see why etc, revolving inside me is the urge to write it, but i just cant be bothered tonight.
I just wanted to rant.
(:
(8) Up in my lonely room, when im dreaming of you, oh what can i do? I still need you but, i dont want you now.
The Coral - Dreaming of You
Take a listen (Y)
x

No comments:

Post a Comment