Poke Around In A Complicated Mind..: Yehh bra'

Ok, so its the 30th December, which means were off back south tomorrow, and its also new years eve. Im well excited for the party im going to because its set to be a good night. Its currently 7.05 in the morning, and ive been awake since about 6.30. Im absolutely wrecked with tiredness, but i just cant fall back asleep. I thought id get something written down so im being productive rather than just lying there thinking, and ultimately over-thinking. I woke up to the sound of my granddad, and the puppy. I can only assume hed closed a door between him and the pup (Charlie) because Charlie was crying out. Hes really taken a shine to the new dog, even though it is a tad gay.. Hes already gone out for a walk with it today, which to me is insane? Im the only one up in the house at the moment, and was told last night i needed to get up early as were going to hull. I guess my body took that a bit too literal. Yesterday i bought a new coat, a scarf and some jeans, which i was all quite happy with, and in hull today apparently theres loads more shops, ive never been, but i intend to spend more money :D
Yesterday me and chris walked in to town, or as we call it ‘shitlington’, conjured from its real name of Bridlington, but in all fairness, its nickname is a more worth title. I decided id wear a checked shirt, mandigan and jeans, with converses, which was a mistake. It would seem this really isn’t the place for ‘normal’ people, as everyone is a raging pikey. Of course i knew that before, but not to the extent of being shouted at several times in the street by some dirty fucking gypos, and just waiting to be assaulted.. May i please get a LOL. All considering, these people probably have the IQ of a rabid, aids infested squirrel with severe retardation and no limbs. (the limbs bit was just to add to effect, i think it creates a good visual one of them too..)
In the evening, me, chris, my dad, two of my uncles and one of my cousins went down the snooker hall, spending about 5 hours there in total, bearing in mind this was 5 hours of my being tremendously and depressingly shit, and the poor soul who had me on their team trying to make up for my mistakes on the table.. :L
Got back quite late last night, and when i got in bed and settled down i konked out within a few minutes. It was a pretty deep sleep, which is probably why im up so early and here now. When i woke up i seemed to just burden my mind with a million thoughts and then it couldn’t rest. I should probably explain now, that im the last person youd see up at this time, my granddad started shouting bloody hell and raving because i was up before 11 yesterday.. If he saw i was up now hed probably profusely swear until about 9 o clock when were meant to be leaving for hull. Talk of the devil, hes just got back with Charlie. So yeh, im really beginning to feel the tiredness at its best now, which means im going to be really grumpy today, i can tell. (Just to clarify, i get grumpy when all i want to do is sleep, and i cant, when people irritate me, some without realising, and it all amplifies). Im not just a shitty bastard with everyone, i can actually be really nice.. So ive been told anyway (:
Well im going to go now, il probably get a shower, and upload this a little bit later when i can get the internet thing from the room chris is asleep in, because im nice and don’t think its fair to wake someone this early. Hell knows he wouldn’t do the same for me, but i guess im balancing out the hell thats going to rain later if i get pissed off with something good to start the (FUCKING EARLY) day.
Have a good day, and if i don’t blog tomorrow, a good new years.
Thanks for reading (:
One thing before i go though.. I do officially LOVE this man: