So i got on the internet.. And wrote loads

Id already written, not expecting to be on here, so here is what i put:
I decided to write a blog while i was away, a) because it would give me something to do when there was nothing, b) because when im bored and alone i have some of my most intriguing thoughts, and c) because if i dont write them down im a dopey bastard and forget them.
Today me, my dad and brother left for brid, to go and see our grandparents and otherfamily, we set off much later than anticipated, and i was feeling somewhat disappointed, which leads me on to my big thought of today.. It took us about 4 and a half hours, which was quite good considering the conditions. I spent most of the time laid across the back seats sleeping, because when i sat up my ass went dead, and sometimes my legs. It was pretty annoying.. As we got further north and crossed further in to 'the border' i started to see more and more snow/ice, which was quite cool, and i took a picture, which i would have on display, but im on the wrong laptop.
Then, when we rolled in to brid town there was ice ALL over the paths. It completely covered it and was epically hard to walk on. We had to carry loads of bags and i was slipping all over the place. Oh, and the worst thing is that i have to share a room with my brother. Last time we were up here, he kept me awakeuntil early hours singing, and poking me, then woke me up the next morning singing and poking me. Irritating git.. Imagine waking up to 'ive got a feeling, that tonights gonna be a good night' out of tone, when all you want to do is go back to sleep. It drove me THAT insane, i voluntarily slept on the floor with just a quilt and pillow in a seperate room to get away from it. (I had a picture of the ice here, but again, wrong laptop).
So while i was in the car, and i was lying down with my eyes shut, calm music and that oh so disapointed feeling of being away for a week, and not being able to talk to people, i realised something about people as a general. Its amazing how no matter how much we avoid amitting it, we become reliant on one person all our lives, though that person may change, be someone we love, a friend, or someone we look for more than a friendship in; its not something we can put aside. Our feelings seem to compel us towards this one person. The way we feel when we are pulled away from them isnt so apparent if you dont look for it, but if you think about what ive said and compare it to someone youre close to, be it for a while, or only just beginning, youl know what i mean.
When you know youre not going to be able to talk to them, youre faced with boredom, something you could normally kill by talking aimlessly to them, having a joke and feeling happy to do so. I find that no matter how long ive known this person in my life, and yes, it changes, i always find i miss them. Its not that i cant live without them, but its the fact i like talking to them, i choose to talk to them because i like their character, i enjoy their company, and their convrsation, and they make my life that little bit better.
That seems like a dead end point, but if you really think about things they become so clear, you can pick every peice apart like the mechanics of a clock, and tell why we need each piece, what it does, to what effect, and how it helps us function. As human beings we need these people in our lives to help us funtion, its the base of love, being able to feel like this toward other people. And no, i dont mean being 'in love', its not necessarily about relationships, of course it can develop, butonly with certain people. I mean the love we have for our family, and for our friends.
{Bless my nan, we just had a HYOWGE meal for dinner. If you ever eat up here, make sure you bring/wear stretchy pants, youl need them!! Im absolutely stuffed. Basically, to explain it, two types of meat, two types of potato, 5 or 6 types of beg, and a stock gravy, all in excess. Im at the point where im so full, i feel sick, every time i hiccup i go to puke, every timei move i get cramps. But it is SOOO satisfying when you know youve eaten well. Hahaha. Her viewpoint is, 'if youre going to eat, eat well'}
..But yeh, so i tend to go in to deep thought, for no real reason when i have excess time on my hands, and have someone to think about. Im going to leave it there, cos ive written a hell of a lot, and youre probably bored of reading.
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