Revelation number 3

I spent the entire night until about 2 last night talking to charlie after getting back from sams, and didnt get up until 12 today. After a bit of morning texting in the ole' warm bed. Ive spent the past 3-4 hours cleaning my room, and came across a birthday card, read it and had another revelation.
Ive realised, the reason i cant move on is because i need to stop feeling guilty for the past, what ive done and how ive treated people. If i can get back to ease with the person in concern, and settle things, i may finally be able to get back to being myself? I didnt realise at the time, because of how i was hurting, and the defense i put up, but she was wise, and at the time it may not have made sense, but what she said is true. If im to get over her i need to talk to her, and realise there is nothing there.
Sorry, that was really short and depressive but i thought id share it.
Back to my room.
x

(It looked something like that.. I ran out of walkway)