Its that subtle way, that you throw me down

I am inches above the dust on the ground.
Always quiet, always quiet now.
Always silent, always silent now.

Yesterday was such a good day, i dont think ive enjoyed myself/laughed so much in a long time. I miss having times like that, and i intend to make them more frequent.
It was just one of the most laugh-packed and random sequenced event i remember.. Couldnt be beaten for a sunday :)
The worst thing is that its been thoroughly ruined by today, i was in a good mood, decided to text my dad and see if he wanted to do dinner tonight to catch up.. Not even a reply. Charming.
Ive been really bored, theres nothing to do in this shitty area, and i cant get anywhere. I cant wait for the day i ACTUALLY pass my test..
College tomorrow, and to say the least im not feeling it, ive finished my a4 final design for art, now i have to do the a1 piece itself, and then fuck loads of other work.
Procrastination is an improbable avoidance for me, and that, is an understatement.
Maaaaahhhhhhhhhhh
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